Tear this feeling out of me
hold it out and let the air be chilly cold and wet and
let the raindrops soak until it isn't longer bearable
then throw it!
Throw it farther than you ever did
with anything or anybody
let it spin away to somewhere I can never find it
I can't stand this feeling anymore

Let it wash ashore on distant latitudes
let it rise and walk meandering through unfamiliar landscape
let it lose itself and never find its way
let it search where noone searched before
and never let it find me
never!

- unless it finds the only one
who soothes
and calms
with waves of endless oceans rolling through me
flushing all this yearning out of me.